so my poor baby girl had to go into the hospital this past friday, because her bilirubin levels went up from when she (and i) were discharged the prior wednesday. for those who don't know what bilirubin is, here goes:
basically, it's a pigment that is released when your red blood cells break down in your body. your liver is supposed to help release or rid your body of this excess pigment in your body, but with many newborns their livers are still a bit immature. thus, you get yellow babies or jaundice. for cases like izzy's and worse, they prescribe phototherapy to help induce the breakdown of the bilirubin. in essence, it just comes out in their poo/pee.
all of this put my emotions over the top. not only had i no time to recover from delivery, but i had no time to let my nerves and sleep-deprived body chill from all the worry of being a new mom. doing her blood work and hearing her scream and then seeing her probed and put under lights and being told to not pick her up too much was so heartbreaking for me. thankfully, pete and our family are close by and gave us much support.
she's all better now, but here are a couple of pics of izzy's ordeal. btw, she was so good under the bili lights and didn't cry as much as i thought she would. some idiot engineer swindled the hospital and sold them these terrible eye goggles that kept falling off, and i was pissed. thankfully, a wonderful nurse came by and brought a handy solution to keep them on.

she was so good here. we had to give her the pacifier only a few times when her diaper needed changing or when the nurses came in to check her vitals.

pete and i slept over at the hospital on friday night and stayed all day on saturday. this was our nightlight--our baby girl being illuminated like a little alien.

this is my girl at home in her crib being watched over by her ninja kitty that my friend, jenni, made for her. she looks super yellow here, because the lights are dim and the room is painted yellow. and...because she is asian.
all in all, she's been great. good eater. good pooper. deliciously cute. now, i just gotta get her to figure out when people are supposed to sleep.