Saturday, July 12, 2008

bad dreams and inspiration

the other night i had a pretty bad nightmare. it was one of those where you wake up crying with actual tears and stuff. in the dream, it was pete, izzy and i sleeping in our bed. but it wasn't our bed. it was my parents' bed in one of the old houses i grew up in.

anyway, there was an evil spirit (like a demon) looming over us. but i was the only one who was awake and could sense it at the time. i was trying to get up to wake up pete and izzy, but the evil spirit was pushing down on my chest. so then i tried to scream to wake pete up, but nothing came out of my mouth. the evil spirit had covered or shrouded my voice. but then izzy stirred, and the evil spirit went over to her i guess. i was able to scream and wake pete up, and he told me to be quiet. the baby was asleep. and i tried to explain to him the danger we were in. and then he saw and realized what was going on.

izzy was crying and awake now, because the spirit was now looming over her. pete and i got up and grabbed izzy and began to pray. as we prayed, we could feel the evil spirit leaving the room and all was better.

i know that sounds super corny, but i thought that dream was inspirational. i'm not the best at saying my prayers daily, but when i do i always feel good afterward. i surprised myself that i thought, in my dream, to actually kneel down to pray. i'm definitely grateful that i can always turn to prayer to help guide me and my family and bring us comfort in our time of need. i've learned and grown so much in using the power of prayer.

so...take that evil spirits!

3 comments:

Suzy said...

Wow! I'm glad you have inspirational dreams. Last night I dreamed that I was making out with my high school adviser - not inspirational.

Barbie said...

amanda, that was a scary, scary dream!!! gross! yuck! wow...i think some dreams really do tell us things. that's pretty cool that it reminded you of something so powerful and true in the end.

my last nightmare was inspired by the tv show, "heroes," which reese and i decided to stop watching b/c it's quite graphic and evil. but i actually found some neighbor friends of ours skinned alive. how disturbing and wrong is that?!
unfortunately, no happy ending there...

i guess the happy ending was when i woke up!

amanda said...

suzy, pete laughed out loud when he read your comment. my dreams are not normally that inspiring. they're usually weird and disturbing.